Britney Spears decided to be open about her health issues to her fans.
Spears, 42, said in a now deleted Instagram post, that she wants to forgive the people who caused her to have serious nerve damage that she experiences on the right side of her body.
“There was a time when I was held in a spot against my will for a very long time,” she wrote, potentially referencing her time under her conservatorship which was terminated in November 2021.
“I haven’t been the same since,” Spears continued.
She also posted a photo by Abagail Catania of a Black man wearing a mask and holding a sign that read “White people have generational wealth. Black people have generational trauma.”
In her message, she went on to say, “I portray myself as very together on IG, but there are a lot of people who don’t know what my body physically went through!!!”
Despite writing about her troubled past in her memoir “The Woman in Me,” Spears said her “extremely deep” trauma is “still there and probably will always be.”
Spears claims it was a learning experience for her and she is trying to do the best she can. She constantly tells herself that she is okay to be upset some days or to not feel okay.
“That’s something I don’t feel like the world has allowed me to do. I feel bullied and it’s not fair to me,” Spears wrote. “I have to be the bigger person and forgive my own parents, but it’s extremely hard!!! I will do my best to let it go and not let others down by my anger.”
The news of the singer’s nerve damage comes shortly after she revealed she broke her foot during a highly publicized incident at the Chateau Marmont in Los Angeles on May 2.
The singer told her fans online she fell while dancing inside the Hollywood hotel.
“It’s so bad. F–king idiot here tries to do a leap in the living room of the Chateau, and I fell, embarrassed myself, and that’s it,” she said of her injury at the time.
She told her fans the following week that she was “walking on a broken foot.”
By May 18, the singer told her fans her foot was healed.
“Well I was stubborn and did it my way !!!” she shared along with a video of her swollen, bruised foot. “I didn’t listen to a motherf–king soul !! I even wore heels at night and danced with the saints !!!”